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Flash back Friday ❤️❤️❤️ One of my favorite settings for a v..
Flash back Friday ❤️❤️❤️ One of my favorite settings for a video.
2025-02-07 20:56:21 +0000 UTC View Post
• libido • Sometimes life gets in the way of libido. And no ..
• libido •
Sometimes life gets in the way of libido. And no matter how much we know it's logical to have these fluctuating hormones, for some reason it still hits emotionally when our body can't preform the way we need or want it to. The past few weeks sickness has run through my household and having an orgasm has been the least of my concern. Finally, my wife and i had a moment where we both were feeling better and in the mood to bring physical intimacy into the bedroom. Finally getting to let my body just release and experience my wife in the moment without any weight of being sick or stressed or just having other things I my mind, lead me to an emotional release after climaxing. It wasn't like we weren't creating intimacy other ways, we had sex with no pressure to climax, date nights, nonsexual showers together. But we are human. Our libidos fluctuate, our bodies ability to climax can fluctuate, and even though we logically know that intimacy doesnt start and end in sex, it certainly feels amazing when we are in sync in the bedroom, with your body and with your partner. So if you've ever experienced libido fluctuations, just know you aren't alone and there are many ways to reconnect OUTSIDE the bedroom to bring intimacy and vulnerability into the relationship- and in turn, lead to more passion in the bedroom later. ❤️
• writing break •Raw video today for the last day of the mon..
• writing break •
Raw video today for the last day of the month. This one does get more vulnerable at the end, and I decided to keep it in out of need to show that sometimes sex can be emotional and provide breakthroughs. I started writing a book recently, and have little extra creative space for the blog today, but I still wanted to keep that raw emotion that I love about my content. I hope you enjoy the video, stay safe, and don't do anything I wouldnt do 🖤
• Getting creative •As an intimacy coach I'm always helping ..
• Getting creative •
As an intimacy coach I'm always helping people find new ways to self pleasure and onenof my favorite things to do is use a toy in a different way than intended. Today I used a double sided dildo Alone because it curved at just the right angle for the stimulation I was looking for. Its okay to get out of your comfort zone and try to feel something in a different way than you originally bought the toy for. Too many of us don't explore our bodies and desires and urges to the fullest extent. We barely indulge in ourselves when we are induling in ourselves. And while it's okay to have your "go-to" up up down right left right left right B A Start sequence, sometimes to reconnect with your body you need to get a little more creative 😈
• RAW •Its amateur hour and I thought why not create some go..
• RAW •
Its amateur hour and I thought why not create some good old fashioned, VHS quality camcorder porn. I am a huge fan of the classics myself and love being a part of a tradition that's been around since a video camera was invented : making quality home tapes. 🎬 🎥
I hope you all enjoy your weekend, please stay safe, stay sexy, and don't do anything i wouldnt do 😈🖤
• Snow White • Snow white was always a favorite of mine. As ..
• Snow White •
Snow white was always a favorite of mine. As I grew and watched reimagined versions of the same tale told time and time again, it dawned on me that I feel a safety in the simplicity of a fairy tale. There is always a happy ending and there is always a moral and Recently, the world at hand just doesn't really feel like that. While I am sure I could cope in healthier ways, sometimes all we can do is find moments where joy and love are present in unprecedented times. This is a page i proudly do that. I want everyone to know that my page is a safe space for Queer Black Trans Disabled Humans of all sizes, styles, and walks of life. We have always been here, we will always be here. Community is important more than ever and i am proud to have you in mine. Band together, get involved in local orgs. Use your online space to spread information. Donate. Do what YOU can. And if you need to dress up and pretend to be a character that you find comfort in for a little while .. well who am I to judge.
• anyway •Love yourself. Thats what they say as they throw A..
• anyway •
Love yourself. Thats what they say as they throw AD after AD in your face every day. Each screen telling you who you are and who you need to be. Am I girl pretty or boy pretty? Do I need high contrast or low contrast makeup? They say I shouldn't need makeup anyways, a natural beauty is what everyone strives to be, so naturally youd want to get work done to avoid even needing any. I guess you didnt know how much it cost to love yourself. Yes, Love yourself. But not too much. Dont talk about your accomplishmens and dreams. And dont you dare be multifaceted, there is only one face they care to see. Be humble. Love yourself enough to keep things to yourself. You can't scare the competition when you all sit quietly on a shelf.
But do you know the definition of humble? The thing we all "strive" to be? Webster states it clear in ink, "having or showing a modest or low estimate of one's own importance." Oh... is that what they want you to think? That you aren't important? At least not to them. A number on an invoice, a ticket to their show. But every show has an exit, if you care to find the door. You dont need to believe in their fictions anymore. You dont need to be built and buff or soft and sweet. A natural beauty or a bombshell queen. We've forgotten we are stardust, we are cosmic and we are of earth. We are evolution and spirituality wrapped up in one. Dont give up, dont let them think they won. So when they give you ways to change, another fad or another trend. When they feed you insecurities on meal prepped platters - even ones you didnt think you needed to have- on a whim. Love yourself enough to not listen to what they say. You dont need to change who you are to love yourself, anyway.
• five senses •It isnt just about the sex. It never has been..
• five senses •
It isnt just about the sex. It never has been. Intimacy at its core is human connection through more than just the basic 5 sensations. Dont just see me, see the universe through me. The way irises expand like black holes, taking all light with them as my eyes roll back. Don't just hear the moans escape my lips, feel the impact as the waterfall of sound waves crashes into your chest, rippling over your shoulders, rolling down the muscles of your spine. You think your are feeling just the surface of my skin but the imprint of your fingers and teeth leave lasting marks in my flesh reminding me of where you've been days after you've left. And when you are remembering the scent of me, remember the pheromones that wisped you away with your nose nuzzled in my neck, the scent that ignites a feral and ancient one beneath the suit you wear that makes you human. Remember your mouth watering at that intoxicating fragrance when your teeth found my thighs , right before you taste me. But you don't ever just taste me. Plagued by the craving you cant ever just taste. You devour. You consume. Devastation mixed with ecstasy. You leave me but a ruin of a temple to an ancient beast; the one that lives within you.
Self love... (Thursdays video🫢😘)
Self love... (Thursdays video🫢😘)
2025-01-12 22:25:35 +0000 UTC View Post• intimacy • Laughter is a love language in my relationship...
• intimacy •
Laughter is a love language in my relationship. Being able to laugh at ourselves, eachother, silly bickering that comes with living 24/7 with another person. Life is too chaotic, too heartbreaking at times, and having a partner that can make you smile on the side of the road broken down, or while you're laying in a hospital bed, can help lift you up in any situation. This includes in the bedroom(Or living room 😜). Sex is weird and fun and gross and hot and everything inbetween. Bodies make noise, we are ticklish in random places, and sometimes this can interfere with the sensations of pleasure and instead snap you out of the moment entirely. This happens to us often and normally I'd clip it out but I like to show a real side to things on my page. No matter the relationship, you should be able to be vulnerable, have open communication, and continue on together in intimacy in a way that leaves everyone feeling safe and satisfied in the end.
• teeth •They say you shouldn't play with your food, but hav..
• teeth •
They say you shouldn't play with your food, but have they ever considered the food might want to be played with. Teased. Taunted. I summon her willingly, consent to the damage only she can imagine, knowing the healing ill need after she is done with me. I don't shy away from the beast within her, no, her demons are friends with mine. Two sides of the same charon's obol. Bound together for eternity in a beautiful balance between satisfied and constantly craving eachother. Is this damnation or holy bliss. Eager to please the beast, i welcome her teeth. The jagged ridges , sharp and hungry, sinking into my flesh as is she were asleep for centuries and I, her first meal.
HAPPY NEW YEAR(s eve) TO YOU ALL 🥳🎇🥂CELEBRATE SAFELY - we wi..
HAPPY NEW YEAR(s eve) TO YOU ALL 🥳🎇🥂
CELEBRATE SAFELY - we will be back with new videos starting TUESDAY 1/7/25
I want to take a second to be vulnerable with you all. Youve been here for us for nearly two years now and I hope we all know i try very hard to be open and honest with my following. Especially because this industry never is. I made a hard decision to skip this weeks videos even though I do have a video i could edit for today and post. However, watching the video back is very hard for me. I ended up getting triggered during the session. Very often, we post twice a week, which means we have sex a minimum of twice weekly. However the physical demand of my body OFF camera the past couple weeks has been too much and I haven't had a chance to just let my body rest, properly rest, inbetween sex. I can't even recall the last time I went longer than a week without sex. Last night when I tried to push myself to film for today, my body was so overstimulated it's painful for my clit, my nipples, and it lead me to an emotional shut down thats very visible on camera and i wasnt able to preform or even watch it back. Because of this ive decided to take the last week of the year to properly rest my body, not feel pressure to post or preform on or off camera, and where i can reconnect with my wife emotionally before we film again. It was a hard night last night for us both as she comforted me, and I was trying to help my body come back to stasis.
You all have been an amazing and understanding community for so long and I'm looking forward to healing up and getting back on the saddle asap. But I need to fill up my own cup before I can let it pour out onto the sheets so to speak 🤭 thank you all for being her community you are.
We will see you in the new year 🥳❤️
• a christmas carol • Happy holiday lovelies, I hope you'll ..
• a christmas carol •
Happy holiday lovelies, I hope you'll accept a longer cut video as your Christmas gift this year. As the room gets dark, our moans grow loud, and as I ravish my wife for my yule feast, I fear this night will be anything but silent 🤭🎄
Inwish I could eat my own pussy sometimes it looks so damn g..
Inwish I could eat my own pussy sometimes it looks so damn good
2024-12-21 17:31:40 +0000 UTC View PostAnnouncement that next weeks video will be posted ON CHRITMA..
Announcement that next weeks video will be posted ON CHRITMAS DAY 🎄 and will be the only video i post next week. I hope you all are able to enjoy the holiday either alone or with loved ones ❄️🖤 remember these are just arbitrary numbers on a calendar, a solstice for some, and a story about a demigods birthday for others. Everyone will celebrate differently or not even celebrate at all. But dont fret - I for one, will be happy to spread some love around to all of us the best way i can... by spreading my legs 🤭😘
2024-12-19 14:50:52 +0000 UTC View Post
• ho ho holidays •There's nothing that says christmas cheer,..
• ho ho holidays •
There's nothing that says christmas cheer, like moaning loud for all to hear. Having sex in a bedroom is convenient, sure. Its comfy, it's practical and ... to be honest it gets old. When M and I started dating, let just say we both had less than welcoming roomates, so most of our sex happened in a car or a hotel when I could afford to treat her to some place nice. We have come a very long way since then, and nothing beats the fact that we can have sex in any room we really want to. In new positions, new angles, and neither of us needs to mind how ever loud we get, moaning or spanking, giggling and talking, nothing we do is muffled by the sheets of a bed we are silenced by laying in. I also find that being able to try new rooms and new furniture helps keep us out of a rut in the relationship and how we keep sex interesting even though we can have sex 3-4 times a week. For those of you looking to get out of a routine as well, this week's home work is to find time alone , with a partner or not is up to you and your life right now, to be sensual with yourself in a new area of the house. Find a position online that seems uncomfortable and silly - & try it anyways! Learn to use sex to get creative, get connected, and get off 😘
• vulnerable •Being naked is terrifying. The first time my w..
• vulnerable •
Being naked is terrifying. The first time my wife and I ever had sex, she asked me to turn around while she undressed, she was terrified that I wouldn't like her. That she would take the mask off too soon and I would be repulsed by the person underneath. My heart broke for her in that moment, knowing that someone before me, long before that day even, had made her feel unsafe in her own skin. But I turned around and saw her, there in my passenger seat and fell in love. Her eyes caught me first. Weary and wanting. Curious and questioning. The most beautiful blue ive ever seen, bright with anticipation of what might happen next. Her lips parted softly breathing quietly, just assesing me assesing the way her shoulds sit so broadly, a strong chest with soft skin carressing her clavical, her breasts, her curves shoing that her waist was grabable and it took everything in my will power to not just grab her and ravish her. No, i wanted to take things slow this first time so I hesitantly but eagerly, not breaking eye contact, moved to the floor below her. On my Knees looking up at her in the passenger seat, I was in awe. She looked so powerful, she could make the front seat of a Chrysler look like a throne made just for her. Cautious, I kissed the skin on her thighs for the first time. I didn't want to startle her or do anything wrong. I wrapped my fingers behind the soft of her knees, moved myself intentionally, holding eye contact as reassurance before i finally succumbed to the dark of my eyelids as I Tasted her warmth for the first time. and oh, how decadent she was. Everything I have done since that day has been to help my woman see herself as I see her. To help her heal and reverse those old negative thoughts. Its been years since that day and obviously we have come a long way together as our careers revolve around being vulnerable with our bodies online. And especially in this video I was reminded that we still get shy and need to take a moment to sit together and be present with eachother before we start filming. To be naked without the subtext of sex. To sit face to face, legs wrapped around eachother. Our scents mixing together between the heat of our bodies, chest to chest, skin to skin. You cant hide in that position. Its all there. The rolls on our bellies, the sweat, the lines on my face only she can see that closely. Yet there is nothing like it. Not being afraid to be truly seen by your person. To find someone who makes feeling vulnerable, a safe place to be. I am glad, that here, 3 years since our first time, we have become that safe place for eachother. And now for others who want to see their bodies on screen and feel sexy, confident, and know that Your body , even at its most vulnerable, is enough as it is.
