Recently I spent 5 days away from WiFi, civilization and scr..
Added 2021-05-08 16:35:32 +0000 UTCRecently I spent 5 days away from WiFi, civilization and screens. I spent time with nature, rope, myself and a human. We spent time with the fire, mushrooms and a big book of photos from the last century. Flipping through such an anthology while reflecting on the goings on of the last year brought up so many questions of “have we been here before?” In some form - yes. We repeat our lessons until we learn them. A lesson I learned this trip was pacing is important. Fast may feel preferable, but does not always produce the desired outcome. Stepping into a space of ongoing dominance over a female form is foreign and confronting to me. It asks me to examine my own femininity/softness (or my self defined lack thereof), my confidence in my physicality and my grounding in my masculine/dominant energy. I use feminine/masculine because it resonates with others and not all language has to be for me. As you spend more time in this space, I hope you can come to see less and less of a use for the binary. Psychedelics have been instrumental in that work for me. I m33t my non binary higher self frequently and they hand me nuggets of truth in digestible chunks. Bit by bit I’ve been lead to a deeper understanding of my fullest expression of myself, my sex and a clearer idea of what is a kink, a fetish and a requirement for happiness. This mushroom trip made me feel calmer in my truth, my expression of it and how it is reflected back at me by those around me. Intellectually embodying dominance was one step. Physically embodying it is another. Hog tying her and making her cum on night one helped a bit too.
