**On a scale of $1 to $99 how hot am I when I cum**? I’m gonna keep this up for one day and if it flops I’ll take it down. Am I really not cute when I cum? 🥺😩
Posting these (explicit glass wand in my pussy and LED light up butt plug video, and Rachael cosplay) so you can see the quality of my sex tapes when I play with myself 💕 Trying to also fund some of my recent medical expenses - tip any amount you want and you’ll get these videos in your DMs to look at any time even after I delete it from the page.. 🙈 any tips of 20 or higher will receive another full length tape, 50 or higher will receive a bundle of 3 more special sex tapes 🌟
This is why I don’t post full length videos on my feed lol cause they always flop 🙈 whenever I post a video it almost never gets engagement, likes tips comments etc.. but I will keep this xxx video up for a day.. if this reaches the goal I’ll keep it on the feed and be motivated to post more videos 👅 It’s ok if it flops tho it’s always motivation to try something new and post something that will be better 💕
I do find that what I’m into personally, what I think is sexy and beautiful, is often not what most of my fans think is sexy - for example, cosplays and aesthetics. Is it true that you’re into the more ‘girl next door’ normal raw nudes type of thing? I love getting dressed up and dolled up for being sexy, it’s a kink of mine. Some prefer the messy hair no makeup thing tho, usually those are times I feel the most awkward and insecure tho lol
The Blade Runner cosplays have been some of my favorites to dress up as, and create a set for. I love Pris and Rachael, they forever have a spot in my heart. Pris as the mechanical dominant sex doll archetype, and Rachael as the more sensual and subtle, submissive girl next door 🖤
Some days I wake up and I’m horny immediately in the morning and have to touch myself. That’s the start of a good day 😎 Sometimes I’ll take out my camera and film it for here so you guys can see, and start making content and making myself cum more and more, but other times like today I’ll allow myself this indulgence off screen .. I was too lazy and Horny to film lol… All I need is someone to bring me coffee now 😇😂
Helloooo 💜🖤 I have a very naughty set of videos for you! I’m trying to schedule a therapist appointment this week and I’m hoping this can help cover the costs 🌙
Tip 5 if you enjoyed these videos and pics, and think I’m a beautiful little slut 😇
18 - a series of videos where I’m masturbating with my fingers and a rabbit toy .. I get my white silky panties so wet and cum so much 😳
36 - full goth girl sex tape with a realistic dildo, where I tease you with breeding fetish dirty talk and take it like a good girl .. but you know deep down I’m not just a good girl but your little slut 😈
69 - all of the above, along with ass play videos and a flashing in my car 😱
Any tips higher than 69 will also receive a bonus set of new nudes and a little video from today!! POV I can be your redhead stay at home gf who requires much psychoanalysis.. will u psychoANALyse me? 🙈
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I’ve been feeling extra bummed this week cause over the last few days I’ve had some anxiety about health issues: my MRI results came back and while it’s not the end of the world, I have a cystic bulge on my tailbone which will need an orthopedic doctor and some physical therapy. There’s been intermittent back pain since last summer when I remodeled my place mostly by myself, which was dumb I know, and the pain has impeded on the variety of things I can physically do. I’m sure I’ll be okay with some treatment, it’s just a bummer to receive any type of diagnosis 😪… tired…
On top of that I’ve had a few subscribers over the weekend say some bull ass mean things and be rude to me in general. This rarely happens on my OF, thank god I’m lucky with you guys and grateful for your understanding and kindness. Thank you for respecting me as a human, not just a sex machine. I mean I’m a sex machine too, don’t get me wrong 😜 but sometimes the machine malfunctions and the human part comes out more vulnerably. This is partially why I’m trying to get the therapy session, general anxiety about life, a recent depression relapse, and my anxiety about dealing with criticism from people who bully me. Why even subscribe then?
Anyway I won’t vent too much on here. I hope you enjoy this hot content and have a beautiful day!! 💗💗🌙🥰
Just a little rainbow haired smile with some boobs (💗💗) I can be a little self conscious about my smile so when ppl tell me to, I’m just like 😺😺😺😺.. hii
Spoil me for V day :) Your submissive valentines doll 💘 Ahh, happy Nastya Valentine’s Day 💞🌹🏹🌸💕 Tis the day to celebrate my beautiful existence 💖🥺
It’s that time.. of course.. my annual N V-Day campaign to be desired 💋🍒💕
I made these videos based on some recent requests of what ppl wanted to see, some naughty restrained submissive BDSM fetish content… lingerie, fully nude, gagged with a ball gag, then my panties 🤐 And some niche Sylvia Plath literary content 😉 I wish to please you and have a wonderful Valentines campaign, I had so much fun in these and I think they’re hot 🥵 but if you disagree, I will delete this off the feed if it flops and sucks 💘♥️
When I do tip goals it’s for a real life necessity, like medical bill coverage or therapy funding - occasionally I will do some for art project materials or sex toys, that that also benefit you since I get to use them while you watch 😋 but I’ll be honest this one is purely for me, I wonder if you think I deserve to treat myself to an extra special Nastya Valentine’s Day… 👠💗
So yesss just tip if you like me and enjoy my content!! Tip whatever u want, $5 or $25 or $69 or $114 or whatever number… these are just some random suggestions. I’ll think of a way to reward higher tippers especially if this campaign reaches or even exceeds its goal 💕
Yes I am using this for personal pleasure, exploiting the garish pseudoholiday based on my name, (I invented NASTYA VALENTINES DAY after all!!) to earn a treat. Do you think I’ve been a good OF creator? I think I’ve worked so hard to drive an output of creative quality porn and done my best to carve a space for myself here + pave the way for weird intellectual content, but that may be a bit of a ego moment 😅 I usually lack confidence and feel depressed and misunderstood and unworthy, but today I want to feel like a romantic angel and would be beyond honored to be appreciated for my horny existence 🏹💞
Pardon the binge posting incoming, I can’t resist cause it’s my day haha but I want you to have plenty to look at and cum to ♥️ 💦
Look out for some super sale explicit PPVs as well — a Valentines gift discount!! 👀
If you think I’ve been doing a great job as a content creator and beautiful online slut, if these videos made you cum or smile, send me a tip… not even to get a content or anything (*I’ll still send tippers content don’t worry! Some of the content includes: vibrator, outtake pictures, Valentine’s Day BJ, and valentines JOI* 💖) …but just out of the goodness of ur heart because you like me and think I’m a good girl who is sweet and sexy and inspiring and you want to make my day a little bit better.. 🥺💕♥️💕 I don’t talk about my personal life or my family or stuff like that much on here, but my personal health issues recently have been weighing on me. It’s a lot of stress and I don’t have a lot of people around me irl I could count on, and the isolation is definitely not doing wonders for me. I know this is just a stupid little campaign but it would make my day to know there are people somewhere to genuinely care about me x 💝
Thank you my angels 🌹🌸
Also, I think have perfected the valentine aethetic, non? What do you think of my horny decorations? 🖤 Everything I do I try to make into art, from my porn to my writings. This is the first Valentine’s Day I’m having as a published author. My book *Cyberhorny Dream Diaries* - a psychoanalytical exploration of my horny dreams/art book - is out now !! 🌟 https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/… 🌟
What did you think of these pics + videos? ❤️
PS. Whoever the first few tippers are will receive a personalized thank you kiss 💋💝 Happy V Day!! 💕💐
It’s less than a week til Nastya Valentine’s Day 🖤🥺💙🖤 I have a question… Would you spoil me with a really nice lingerie set? I’ll spoil you back <3
If this actually reaches goal, I’ll post a full length sex tape to the page wearing the outfit. I’ve really wanted something from Bordelle - it’s the most high end lingerie company, using ethical standards and quality customer care, and at this level of my sex work experience I want to feel like I deserve something nice like this 💘
Tip any amount you desire, $7 or more if you feel generous, happy to be spoiling me a little bit… if I’ve ***made you smile or cum or filled your mind with thoughts or your heart with inspiration*** during the time you’ve been subscribed to me, please consider contributing to your sweet girl 🥲 💦
All tippers will receive content: a new surprise bundle of contents, + a sensual nude video 😏💦 + the first looks of me in this outfit if I do end up getting it 💕 The more tip the more contents but all of these private surprises will be absolutely hottt and if this reaches past the goal that would make me so happy because it’s been a while since a campaign of mine has surpassed a goal 🔥🔥 If this reaches the goal and I do get this outfit, I’ll post a full length XXX video to the feed so that all can see my new lingerie in its full glory AND the tippers will receive an extra, personalized video thanking them for their contributions!! 💕💋
If you tip $127 or more aka about the starting cost of a panty on here, I will create an extra special video for you personally this month along with the other rewards. Let me know if you would like a Valentines theme, or I’ll just get creative with it and surprise you 🥰 💋💘
Tips of $169 of more will also get a free sexting session with me, *or* a free cock rate, along with the content 🍆👄 If you opt for this, you may send me photos of your penis portraits and I will get to it 😋
I’ve been in a dark night of the soul recently but I don’t wanna think about that anymore. I want to tho k about what I want, and how to move forward. I’m drooling over these pieces 🤤 I think it’s time for a lingerie upgrade in a new era of Nastya and having some Bordelle in my closet is an absolute dream, even if it’s just a new simple staple and nothing elaborate. It’s just so classic and I know I would wear it a lot in and out of content creation. 🖤 💘💘
Obviously this is not a life necessity of course, it’s a luxury, so if this campaign doesn’t make it to the goal, I won’t be disappointed as when something like a therapy or medical related campaign doesn’t do well, because in those instances I worry about survival. But honestly I just really really yearn for something nice and luxurious like this, a frivolous tchotchke to give me some serotonin, and I hope I deserve it for working so hard in the sex work industry, and online SW, for several years. If this reaches the goal it would just make me so happy you have no idea 🥹🥹🥹💕💖💝😊💕 I know it’s stupid but it makes me happy 🙇♀️🌷🥺🥰🥹💕
Sometimes it’s ok for stupid ass things to make u happy!! ^.^ I really need some cheering up. Perhaps a lingerie set is superficial, but it’s something 💔
This would make me feel really thankful and loved 💙💖🖤 Thank you so fucking much if you decide to treat me. I promise I will treat you back and be your horny little angel 👼🏻 💕
Do you think I deserve a treat and am worth spoiling a little? 🥺👉👈❤️💘💝
Ugh sorry 🖤 warning: emo rant ahead. I don’t know what’s wrong with me - I have completely lost my drive, my motivation, my will to engage..
Usually for ~Nastya Valentine’s Day I have a slightly more cheerful mood cause hey it’s me, it’s my day, but I feel unrelentingly bleak. The constant enduring of suffering and stress has taken such a deep toll on me that I’m not sure how to explain it beyond saying “I’m tired”.
I was told other day “get back on the horse” “get back on the hamster wheel” and tho it was meant well, to motivate me, it had the opposite effect. I realized that if the rest of my life is participation in this gameplay of capitalist bleakness, I don’t even see a purpose. I wish to transcend this feeling of giving up but it’s so difficult
All the “right things”: therapy, medication, meditation, exercise, healthy diet, close friendships and relationships, taking breaks, taking time where I work extra hard, walking outside, having a creative output … I do them but I still feel a numb suffering within. And about my creative output, I feel like it’s not enough, it’s never good enough, it’s always having to outdo the last thing, and on to the next and the next .. my work is suffering too, from a digital kind of burnout and depression - this has been the slowest year on here since I’ve started and while it’s not the end of the world, failure and success are cyclical, it adds to this compounded sense of depression and demoralization. People aren’t liking my posts or tipping as much as they used to. What am I doing wrong? I feel demotivated and like I’ve lost all confidence and belief in myself
Why even get out of bed in the morning? My cats are really what tethers me to this world, I love them so much. Still every day when I wake up I’m in the bleakest mood, feeling like nobody truly cares about me, my work efforts are not good enough, and my existence is meaningless
I’m lucky to love my job. To have a place to live, to have access to medical care, food, and clothes. I’m lucky to have my friends, my lover, my therapist, my business partner, and you all my online supporters. I’m grateful for many things and people in my life. But I wonder if gratitude is enough to outweigh the pain and the burden. Pain is not enough
My family has never been there for me and I’ve been independent since 18, and some ppl tell me how strong I am for doing everything on my own but over time it just gets exhausting and the strength becomes a weakness. Even the sleep paralysis I keep having has been in a way telling me I’m “stuck in place”
I’m sorry for the heavy text rant today. I realize it’s whiny and unsexy. It feels better writing it out but overall I’m still like 😵💫😵💫😵💫.. There are so many times when I’ve been at my breaking point, so many existential rock bottoms, ego-deaths, moments of clarity, dwellings on failure. Sometimes it’s easier but right now it’s like an insurmountable task to feel good. I’m going to try to rally and feel good about this Valentine’s Day season, but if I don’t end up making any content or capitalizing off of it in any way, just know that it’s because I’m exhausted and broken down and at a point where I need a break, and I will try to catch up on survival and making an income at a later time. It means a lot to me that you guys are here and supporting and enjoying my work, even if it is at times dark like this.. sorry again, I’ll make up for it by posting sexier things soon, thank you 🖤🖤
Fundraiser for my therapy in February 💔💘💔❣️🤍 My unhinged ass made some super hot videos that I hope will turn you on beyond belief 🥵 AND I’m offering a new type of experience 👀
You know how I do a GFE (girl friend experience?) 💋🎀 which you guys really love? 🥰 I’m trying a new thing and giving a Horny Wife Experience (HWE) 🏆 💕 - I’ve always been fascinated by relational dynamics and wonder if there’s any demand for a digital closeness that’s beyond a casual sexy girlfriend - what about a naughty missus? It would be priced the same as my GFE which is in my tip menu, but read below for a sample video set. I’ve been talking to some OF creators who do stuff like Hotwife/swinging etc and I’m absolutely intrigued .. you can’t really claim a gf in the same way as a wife and yeah again I’m wondering if there’s any cyber demand for the traditional type of woman 🎀
We’ll see.. if there is no demand and the concept doesn’t take off I’ll remove from the menu 😅
Cut to me introducing my HORNY HOUSEWIFE lil video series: I do so much stuff that’s “out there” that I’m gonna try and create just boring content where I’m simply in the house doing chores, cleaning, laundry etc .. but with a horny twist, where I always have the anticipation of sex 🤫
I made a **whole day of horny housewife content** (from the moment I wake up, to my nude cooking, bouncing around the house, til I cum using an eggplant 🍆 toy) - if you want those videos to be sent to you it’s like a sample of the wife experience ~ tip this post 125$ to receive them all! Over an hour of goodness 💕
+Anyway, the rest of the naughty content I’ve made:
*Tip $5 or more for a collection of explicit pics from these shoots 👀 or just to support me if you enjoy my content and my presence ❤️💕❤️💕 (thank you my love!!!) ❤️ 😘💕✨🌋💕
For full length, full porn videos contributers will receive thissssss: ✨
14- a series of XXX explicit snapshots from these videos, my pussy spread and on display for you 🌸
19- a random vid from these 💕
New videos:
20- Cyberhorny hysterical literature (5min) I rode a vibrator while reading my book, trying to last as long as possible without cumming 😉
29- Nurse JOI with me instructing you how to cum for me (8min) are you a good boy? I wanna make sure you’re healthy by making sure you erupt for me like a volcano 🌋
44- Nurse Nastya getting fucked by a Bad Dragon dildo (11min) the most explicit video I filmed all year!!! 😳 my pussy cums sooooo fucking hard at the end I’m in awe, I’m in ecstasy 🤤
55- Both nurse videos + a G/G two nurses giving you a JOI 😼 want to cum for me and my sexy friend? We got you.. 🚑 💦
77- an explicit, hardcore collection of 7 cosplay videos: 7 iconic characters I Roleplay as 😼 Officer Jenny, Sailor Mars with her sailor wand dildo, Rachael and Pris from Blade Runner getting fucked, Goth Asuka with her tentacle, egirl doing beautiful agony, and and elf princess who got transported to the human realm for the first time and is excited to engage with the taboo of fucking a human… 😱
135- all of these!! Extra special vid for this tier: 19min sweet GFE missing you and fucking myself thinking about you* 🥵 …
Hehe so there’s a wife element, and a girlfriend element in my new content … really exploring the dynamics of cyber parasocial relationships 💕
Tippers who get both the wife experience AND the above videos will also receive an extra personal thank you video, basically an extra custom; you can request a specific outfit for it if you’d like 🖤🖤🖤 I would love to thank your generous love by dressing up as your special doll ✨ Casual leggings or pretty dress or stripper heels, turn me into whatever you want 🎀 (otherwise I will just wear what I am already wearing, and do something horny just for you) :) 🖤
🌟 I hope to reach this goal to make up for the past ones that have not reached. It would really help me pay for my therapy bills 🙏😭 I hope you guys really love this content cause it was so much fun 🔥 And these are the lowest prices for the most xxx personal type content I make so yay take advantage of it ... take advantage of moi pls :3
Thank you so much for your tips my loves ;; all tips always get reinvested into content and keep my well being going, so you’re being incredibly helpful by tips — large or small they all make my day 💕🥺
💌 Be on the lookout for a spicy DM featuring 2 videos: me vacuuming in the nude, and me getting tied up in the kitchen!! Kinky wife, horny life ⛓️ 🤍
There’s also some long videos of me talking… if you actually made it through these I salute you 💖
Swipe for the previews, what did you think of these posted pics and vids? 🥰
I woke up sick, slept from noon - 5, woke up and took a Covid test and shot this video to feel productive .. 🌟😷💚 I be thinking thoughts ..🫧
Everything I do is rickety and improvised upon. This has been a huge problem in my daily life as I constantly feel severely disorganized, but in some way it gives me an advantage online because I can make *anything* into content - a mundane moment becomes a horny adventure. An existential crisis can bring validation and a video of me just talking can make someone far away feel less alone. We still face a ton of post pandemic isolation and stress, at least I certainly do. Broadcasting my inner bullshit monologues has been a cathartic experience in the past few years 😷🎥
Starting from 2020, I was live steaming everything. **Everything** .. From the doctors, in my car, in the shower, bored, depressed, manic, opening gifts, crying, writing, masturbating, meta analysis of my online life, everything and anything that can be packed into a 24hr day and broadcast to x amount of viewers. That’s how I gained my following: posting all the goddamn time. There was no strategy or formula, it was just chaotic mass posting. I had no idea what I was doing, truly. I still don’t tbh
Nowadays I’m not really posting to socials anymore, at least not in that way. I’m active online here on OF, but on my socials I’ve been so shadow banned and so burnt out that I don’t even enjoy it. I’ve never enjoyed promotion, but now I straight up hate it. If you’re here on my OF, it’s like you’ve found a secret obscure treasure known to very few. My outward career/social media presence seems to be in stasis. Neither here nor there. A sexy suspended animation. I’ve reached a point of doom singularity where thoughts and feelings blend and cancel each other out.
I don’t really care about what happens to my online self. I really care tho, actually. It’s both 😳 These divisive thought processes confuse me.
How do I navigate this deep digital dysphoria? Especially when I want to keep many parts of my life quiet and private now. Thankfully people don’t really care, and people forget - anonymity and transience is a blessing as much as it may be a curse
Idk why I’m on one posting this long winded emo rant but I be feeling a certain way these days, kind of lost
These nudes are chaotic but a blessing 💕 Swipe all the way thru and show this post some love if you still think I’m a cutie even tho I’m a lil unhinged 💝
Hiiii 🥹❣️🤍 I made a ton of new content to help fund my doctor’s appointments from yesterday 💜 I use a never before seen dildo to make myself cum 💦
Watch the videos for more of an explanation, I’m trying to be more concise and less verbose on here, but I will say that I appreciate you guys very much and am showing off my beautiful 🐱 to get a win win .. you get my porn, I get my medical bills paid 💕
I usually keep my pussy completely hairless but this time I kept my hair! No editing on these videos just my natural self 🙈
*Contributers shall receive amazing pussy gifts:
**Pussy pixx of my hairy** 🐱 14 🎀 HD high quality set of 20+ pussy pics!!
**Pussy pixxx + video** 😸🎀 26 🎀 high quality pics along with a little video of me fingering myself ..
**Naughty therapy book video** 👼🏻👼🏻 💜 36 💜 10 min video where I read a DBT therapy book and decide to touch myself and use a vibrator til I cummmm .. so many sexy angles 🥵 probably theeee most Nastya video ugh slap my ass w the therapy guidebook plz
**Pink crystal dildo cum video** 💖 47 💖 omg I visibly cum SO HARD it’s actually crazy 😳 playtime in my room all alone with my favorite personal crystal wand.. I’ve never used it in an OF video before, it’s my first time, and it was really special .. it was also my first time doing 🌟 something else 🌟 in a video so it was very very fun heheh 🤭
*All of the above* ⬆️ 69 💕
**My master set of photos + videos with BUSH** !!!! 126 🥵🖤 (including all of the above) 🖤 I’m usually shaved but this contains my hairy pussy ❤️
Ahhhh thank you* 💜💜
It means so much to me <3333 I’m super super grateful and I’m working on getting back to everyone’s messages as soon as possible ! ASAP!! These videos are really hot and I had a lot of fun making them so I hope u like 💋💋💋🥹💋💋💋
What did u think of the preview vids + pics? Am I still cute? 🥺 (plz say yesss) 💖
Omg you guys 😭 My cyber horny website domain broke and I have to get it back to keep the articles and the writing and all of it up.. making this campaign so I can afford to renew the domain. Anyone who helps in tipping this (any amount you like) I will send you some amazing content from my trip - nudes, home videos, and a special surprise for any higher tippers ❤️ This is really important to me and would mean a lot so thank you 💘💘
Tell me - on a scale of 1-10 how fuckable do I look just laying in bed in the morning? Would you like waking up next to this view 👀 🦭
Finally feeling better from my cold and going on a little weekend trip just to clear my head and get some sanity cause I’ve been so cooped up and going crazy 😞💞 Leave a like + tip to wish me good luck, and if you want to see some pics from the trip 😛
2024 TIPPING CONTEST!!! 💕💕😻😻✨ the highest tipper on this post will get a prize: either a video chat, a sexting session, a mailed package, or a custom video — you choose! ❤️ Contest ends on Monday 1/15 ✨ I’m trying to raise $ for my medical bills which is very not fun and sexy, but I’m trying to make it fun and sexy😘
Everyone who tips will still be a winner tho, and receive a full collection of my recent xxx photos in ur dms 💖
Discourse on purity and short skirts 😼 I’ve noticed that there are many who love short skirts, particularly plaid, educational, school skirts. Do you think I look cute in them? 😇
Peeps, from your perspective, I’m so curious why is that? Are they the hottest garment a girl can wear?
My theory: When there is a presented innocence, it creates a gateway for the imagination to fill in the blanks with perversion. Small pieces of clothing that are easy access to where the 🐱 is - sometimes leaving something on during sex is hotter than nudity. After nudity there is no mystery left 👁️ 👁️
While I’m laid up sick in bed today I’m working on a little written piece about fetishes - both in the cyber realm and irl. I’ve noticed that elements of purity add an instant dose of sexualisation, a horny little juxtaposition that excites and titillates. So here I am with my fetishized little skirts!
I do feel hot in them cause skirts w no panties = 💕👍
Even while sick in bed, am I still sexy? I feel gross 🤧 pls send some validation my way.. Tips, likes, kind words, anything. 🚑
I don’t only feel gross physically with my symptoms, but also psychologically I feel very useless and weak and unmotivated. I hate this so much … Hoping it goes away really soon so I can feel functional again 💘
I’ve been feeling a bit under the weather this weekend rllllyyy hoping whatever wave of sickness going around doesn’t invade my body 🦠 I do not give the pathogens consent to enter !!!!! 🙅🏻♀️🙅🏻♀️ Careful out there yaaaalll; meanwhile here’s some hott dressing room pics + some silly pics of me partying in a fairy pool 🧚♀️❤️ Do you guys remember at the start of my OF all the nudes from the Dr offices + the making of my Tesla album in lingerie (while I was sick??) I wanna document something artsy like that again.. minus the being sick lol 💚
🖤Some hornyyyy videos for you🖤 I’ve been having a difficult time w the air quality in my place and I need to get an air purifier and better humidifier - posting these contentssss at a high discount to fund it 🤧
These are some of my iconic favorites:
🖤 *Shego, the goth villain babe from Kim Possible, using a hitachi magic wand vibrator to make her heart shaped pussy cum.. then takes turns with a butt plug vibrator, some rare ass play 🖤
💙 I’m cold… so a blue Bad Dragon will penetrate me to warm me up. Does it work?! We’ll see 😝
🧡 My risky public nudes collection 😳
💖 Zero Two from horny anime Darling in the Franxxx uses a rabbit sex toy in her pussy, then her ass* 💜
Tips of 5$ or more will get a little nude video! ✨
17 will get one of these full length videos (over 10 mins, sex toys + cumming 💦) at random!!
25 will get the first 2 full vids: Shego 🖤, and blue Bad Dragon dildo 😋💙
66 or higher will get 5 naughty full length videos in this collection 😈
99 or higher: 9 videos (all the above ones, plus my public/dressing rooms collection, which is so riskyy for me cuz I’m so shy in public) and an exclusive personalized little vid for you saying thank you!* 💖💖💖
😷💦💦💦😝😝 Thank youuuuu so much for helping me motha fucken BREATHE correctly, idk what is up with my sensitive respiratory system right now.. these LA “winters” and the hot/cold weather jumps kinda fuck me up.. but I do feel better when I’ve had air purifiers so I really wish for it 🙏
Venting ahead but hopefully my naked Sylvia Plath pics make up for it haha 🩵🩵💋 Last year I was struggling immensely with trichtillomania - a stress response that resulted in me pulling my hair out like crazy subconsciously, and creating an embarrassing bald spot at the top of my head that was very visible from the back or for ppl significantly taller than me. I could cover it up in pics, or putting on wigs for content, but knowing it was there bothered the shit out of me
I did a campaign for a Fitbit-like device that would vibrate whenever I did the motions that raised my hands up to my hair, it reached its goal and I ordered the device. It took months, many months to even curb the habit, but it’s so much better now. I had talked about the compulsion w my therapist and while the talk therapy was cathartic, it was the device that gradually helped me. Now my hair is growing out very awkwardly from that place but at least it’s going untouched and can be allowed to grow
It really means so much to me when you guys contribute to my campaigns and help me reach my goals! The campaigns work and when they reach their goals it’s greatly helpful!! Most of my campaigns haven’t been reaching their goals lately, for the past year or so, but I’m still gonna keep doing them, especially when I really need things like therapy and medical visits and items like that device. That was just one case of tangible proof that came out of how OF helps me. Ppl demonize and degrade sex workers but we’re just people doing a job - one I would argue is actually very helpful in the fabric of society, much tougher than it appears, and takes a lot of courage to do. Personally, even the act of posting nudes is a radical one for me and it’s been amazing for my own body confidence. I seriously appreciate everyone here, all of you who love to look at me, purchase my content, order services and enjoy my posts, even just by liking them!
I’ve noticed that my posts hardly get any likes anymore, which is why I set them all to “temporary”. If you haven’t seen my latest posts, give them a looook 👀 I’ve also noticed that whenever I post videos they never do well, so I end up deleting them because they don’t really get a response. I wanna post more vids in the future cause I think I make great ones, but I already have a ton up here so I will likely save my video efforts for customs and private shows and the like 😋 Are less people using the platform, or do my posts just suck now lol? Idk I try to make them as good as possible, sexy and genuine, with a lot of variety, but maybe that’s not enough. What do you guys wanna see?
I have over 14k files in almost 2000 posts for you spanning 4 years, to browse here just with your initial subscription. I love to share many aspects of myself with you, from mundane life things to sexual content, and I’m thankful for the support that goes towards my dealing with my traumas, surviving in this fucked up world, and putting my art out there. I often get analyses paralyses and struggle with posting, marketing, promo, advertising etc / basically all the administrative organizational things that aren’t strictly creative (which is where I shine) ✨🖤 Unfortunately so much of online existence is advertisement-based and not creatively inclined.. and I have so many moments where I want to give up and quit cause of immense discouragement and demoralization. Ultimately what’s been keeping me here is your support, all the kind words, the random tips, the sweet messages and the like - validation is highly motivating for me! I’m working on a little side book about that now, the Cyberhorny discourse of validation 💖
I published my first book last year, about my horny dream analysis, and hope to continue the momentum. Everyone who is here subscribed to me has been a huge help towards moving forward in my creative goals and in case I don’t say this enough, I appreciate you immensely 🩵🩵🩵 btw, a few ppl who have ordered signed books - I’m getting them packed and ready and once I confirm everyone’s info I’ll be finally taking them to the post office!!!! So you’ll have a sexy care package in ur hands soon 😋
Sorry for the loooong emo girl rant, I promise sexy pics are always coming 💕 if anyone wants to get me any cute stuff like new wigs, outfits, swordssssss I have a wishlist and always love taking photo shoots w new things!
Hope ur having a beautiful first week of the new year - and if you see this post on your feed pls like it so I know it’s been seen 😭
